Ashlei
Sorry I can be kind of a jerk sometimes, and I’m sorry I behave irrationally at times as well. We both know I’ve done some stupid stuff and I’m not proud of it. I’m sure you’ve heard all about it from Becky. But you should know I don’t feel that way with you. I don’t need any kind of sexual relationship with you, or any of that. I am not going to use you, this I promise. I would sooner kill myself, I mean it.
I’m sorry I made a big deal out of something little. I guess I just got really attached to you, and it’s hard to deal with the idea of not having you.
I got really worried when you were kinda blowing me off the last couple of days. I though I had lost you again, and even now I’m not quite sure if I have or not. I guess I’ll have to see what tomorrow brings us.
I am sure there’s more than what you told me going on and I really wish you could trust me enough to talk to me about your problems. I’m here for you, I’m not going to make fun of you or judge you, I just want to help and know what’s going on in your life.
I don’t know anything about your life, you are really secretive about it I feel. Although I don’t think you know about mine either. I hope we can get to know eachother like that soon. I want to know you as best as I can.
Again I’m sorry that I did anything to disappoint you or make things change.
April 14, 2011 at 9:37 pm
well I don’t like to talk about pleasantries.
and yes I am sorry about last night I feel really guilty. I overreacted. I am sorry.
April 25, 2011 at 2:32 am
Hey! Your still confused! :O